Completely messed up

Gd afternoon readers...

Well im lazy to blog but there is nothing much i can do about it. In school right now trying to understand my work. Gosh!! its VB, find it hard to understand all the codings. Seems that different people have their own ways of getting a solution but ended up getting the same answer. Weird but that's how coding is.

Haiz.. My mind is going bonkers now and at the rate im going, i won't know what the outcome would be. Well maybe to give you guys a better idea, just take a look at the pic above. That's the state my mind is right now.

Alright talking about it makes me sick.. GAH!!!! alrite i that is all for now. Gotta get ready for my presentation.. later...

"I will always .... you"

Screwed up at 1:33 PM

Good Evening Everyone...

A late post again as usual but this time round its not my fault. Due to the bad weather, my internet connection was affected. Im hoping that the rain will stop soon since it had caused a lot of chaos affecting a lot. As much as i love the rain, i don't want to see anymore people in the world suffer.

Rest in peace to all who died in this natural occurrence.....

Had nothing much to do this few days except for trainings. Not moaning about it but seriously its fun. Reminds me of myself back in the old days. Thanks to people that make it happened =).

So most of the time, im at home rotting (although im not dead yet) waiting for something to happen like as if. I know i need to make an effort in order for something to appear....

Haiz anyways i gotta spend the rest of my holidays wisely. Should enjoy myself =P Post another entry soon ya..

Till then...

"I'll find you somewhere and keep on trying, until my dying days....."

Ti amo il mistress morboso

Screwed up at 6:26 PM

Ehi i lettori...

Back in business again i guess. It's been a long time since i last wrote my entries. Hmm... about 2 mths i guess. Aights, firstly i want to apologise to my dear readers for nt updating my blog even after being asked to. (lol.. just look at my tagboard if you dun believe me =P) Dun be angry kz!!!

Anyway reason why i haven't been blogging for awhile is because im just plain lazy or doing things which only some of u might know.

Having my holidays now but it truly sucks. Its either i stayed at home and rot to death or i must attend something important. Ask some people and they would go, "Wandi.. GET A LIFE!!". Haiz.. in the condition im in now, think i won't last till the end of the holidays. Somebody help me!!!

* Was looking foward to the holidays but when it started, i'm complaining sheesshhhh!!!

Well then i gotta go for now. Only have a little time to post my entry before i sleep (too tired) but before i leave here a litte something from my friend, stitches in my eyes

* Dont ask me why he have that name but that is just his nick and he love it =)

Funny and amusing hehehehe!!!

Boogeyman

Shut the door and lock it tight,

The boogeyman is coming tonight

He'll jump out your closet

His eyes will gleam

You'll start to trembled

you'll start to scream

he'll claw you chest and bash your head

when the boogeyman leaves

you'll be dead

Screwed up at 5:28 PM

"Forget about the past and start a new beginning..."

As for me, i don't really think so... Why? Cause my past memories are the ones that will make me stronger be it emotionally or mentally. To those who knew me well would totally agree with me as to why i make this statement.

Anyway the start of a new semester, a new chapter in my poly life. So far it has been great for me. My new class has already start to gel up with each other and makes all sorts of jokes (jokes..including lame ones too =P) but whenever i look at them, they remind me of old classmates. We had fun and really enjoyed those moments together. Wish it never ends......

As for now, i just hope that everything will just go smoothly and no more of struggles and hardships.. My personal problems or with my friends.

To W15F,
"I really hope to see you guys again soon. Its been awhile since we last had our outings as a class. Maybe we could do that soon... Haha... Miss You PEEPS!!!"

To Angelic Scars,
"My one wish for you would be to be happy always and let all of your memories be a lesson and experience for you. Take it easy at all times and please do take care of urself...

There is still more to come... Try putting the bits of puzzles together and u'll know what i mean....."

Till then.....

Your Presence Is Greatly Appreciated... "Ti Amo Il Mistress Morboso"

Screwed up at 9:30 PM

Gd Nite......

My past memories ...
My life ...
Is there any emotions and heart left in me? ..

It is quite stressful to have this question deep in my mind..
Is there any answer to it...

Leave me ALONE...

I have to crush many promises just to keep myself together...
Im sorry but please bear with me...

Cries ....... Pains .......

Your presence is greatly appreciated....

Screwed up at 10:09 PM

A beautiful disaster..

May just be two words to some but have you ever wonder what is it all about? To me, it means a lot of things be it good or bad.As for now, all i have to say is a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER has just begun.... Sweet....

I've got nothing left
So im taking this knife to my wrists
To let my sorrow bleed away
No more tears and no more pain
And now my wrists have a date with a razorblade
Im sorry i runined my life
Before you were able to live it
And i can hear your breathing
Lying next to me
And id give anything to make you stop
But tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth
And no longer will i hear your breath
Goodnight my love

Screwed up at 10:06 PM

Hello peeps!!

Yea..again i change my blogskins due to some reasons.Some of you might wonder, why is wandi's blog not gothic and from the looks of it, it might be a bit girlish? Well, its something inside me that wanna show.The thoughts and feelings of a normal human and not being associated by goth for once (although i truly love the sub-culture and will always love it). Another reason would be what happened during the class chalet.. And there i feel that happiness and joy could only happen or occur if you believe in it....(understand it)

The class chalet was a sucess afterall.. I am glad that i coud be a part of it. The joy and fun that we had was amazing and i truly love it.Anyway i wanna say thanks a lot to the people who had made this event successful and memorable.. It is good to see the smiles and laughter but when i had to think abt it, i only had one thought in my mind.. And that is ...

I know....... Im gonna miss W15F......

This is a message to members of W15F....

" Its has been a great pleasure being with all of you even though there are ups and down throughout the whole journey we had for the past 5 months or so.All of you have been a great help to me and i truly appreciate it and even though we will be separated from each other, i believe that all the memorable moments and the bonds we shared will always be close to ours heart.... Cause i know this friendship of ours will never end..... "

Till then.....

Your Presence is truly appreciated.....

The class of W15F

Screwed up at 5:53 PM